On Monday morning, I ventured out to Humboldt Park with two
of my classmates, Lucy and Jake, and made a square through the area. Our task
was to observe and try to find a resident to talk with. While we achieved the
first task before the bus stopped at Kedzie and Division, the second half did
not have quite a conventional answer. That is not to say that we did not speak
with or, well, were talked to by
anyone.
We made our way through a residential area first and I found
myself somewhere seemingly familiar. There are a few kinds of residences in
Chicago that I can recognize and Humboldt Park contains a fair amount of them.
The first residential neighborhood contained the typical two- or three-story
high houses that could be split into apartments or home one family with the
typical black fences keeping their two- or three-inch separation a firm one. It
was here that we found encountered our first hipster-dressed young adult pacing
forward and then turning around and speed-walking her way to North Avenue. This
encounter, or lack thereof, played into the game of observer-observed that we
found ourselves engaged in throughout our walk.
When one begins down North Ave, it is impossible not to
notice who dominates that side of Humboldt Park. Spanish presented itself
almost uncontested—there were three
Chinese restaurants on North Ave, however. From the markets to the abundant
taquerias, to the tantalizing panaderia that I almost stopped for, to
fresh-fruit neverias (apparently expanding further than the few in HumboldtPark),
the Hispanic influence was clear.
The people who walked the streets, few on this particular
Monday morning, did not give off the hurried indifference of the typical Gold
Coast fare. Instead, they stared as much as we did and here I noticed that the
act of observation is not, as the word may imply, a one-way street. People
stared back, though they rarely spoke directly to us. A couple of younger looking
men offered us the car that they were currently sitting in for around three
hundred dollars, a fair price for a car on its way for repair. When one of us
stopped to take a picture of old Coach advertisements being pasted on the side
of a building, the past-er asked if we appreciated his artwork and directed us
to look out for his work as we went further down North Avenue.
On the other side of town on Chicago, we encountered an
enthusiastic rendition of a rap song that included dance moves that seemed
appreciated by another man. Further down the same street, we heard the
evangelical preaching of approaching doom. Was this better or worse than
receiving a pamphlet about the terrors of marijuana that included a threat of
hell while standing on the edge of Coe College’s campus? I think it is hard to
give such experiences a binary treatment.
Beyond those who spoke to us, we were still noticed. As our
eyes followed the turn of brick to store face to windows barred over, the eyes
of those around us also noted us. Certainly a triad of white kids walking
through the downtown of Humboldt with confused expressions directed at our
smart phones and the occasional picture-taking was revealing our level of
comfort there. Although I only ended up taking one photo, the sense of being
the outsider struck me every time we stopped to check the map or paused for a
photo. Moving as a group without purpose or direction felt alienating to me,
like I could not quite delve into the experience of the place while observation
asked me to take a step outside of the present moment.
The larger community of Humboldt Park seemed equally
concerned with time, though perhaps in a different form. The demographic of
Humboldt had clearly changed throughout its time as a neighborhood. Fritz
Reuter’s statue near the park itself expressed an Easter Europe population,
along with the very name Humboldt—from a German botanist. The alternative name
of Kildare Ave was the Rose of Sharon. Along this very street a church
announced sermons from Pastor Murphy. Though we had not seen any other signs of
an Irish community in Humboldt Park, the structure suggested there either still
was one, or this church and street remained as a sign of their passing
influence.
While these older forms of architecture and naming remained
as voices from a time passed, the current community of Humboldt Park also
spoke. A church’s mural read ‘para la gente del futuro’, ‘for the people of the
future.’ A daycare was also named this. These names suggested the voice of the
community who viewed themselves as the people not of only the present, but also
the future of the voice of Humboldt Park. Yet, this desire had its
complications. The community of Humboldt Park was not only Hispanic or Puerto
Rican, but also black. A mural we saw paved this image of the future, in which
the Puerto Rican flag and the Pan-African flag faced each other over an image
of children playing. The people of the future does not just include the voices
of the Puerto Rican and Hispanic part of Humboldt, but also the black community
and others that will come to this place. The remnants of the Eastern European
immigrant population serve not just as reminders of their presence, but a
potential future of the current community in Humboldt.
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Kudos to you for being willing to express your sense of alienation and discontent. I know a lot of what we do in the world (especially when we are tourists), is try to pretend that we don’t really feel like outsiders!
I appreciate your acknowledgement of vulnerability and your sensitivity towards the people whose neighborhood you explored. I can imagine that some felt a bit like fish in a bowl when they saw visible outsiders taking pictures and wandering the streets. You were sent on a voyeuristic journey, and you do well to recognize that (and feel uncomfortable with it).
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